1) I know that not every woman who is pregnant or the mother of a young child is 100% obnoxious all the time. Every complaint is based upon experience.
2) I understand that reproduction is a biological imperative.
3) I realize that the fact that I have chosen not to procreate does not make me in any way superior to those who have chosen to do so.
4) I know that I'm a bitch.
5) Note that I'm not blaming the fetus or child for the behavior of its mother. I'm blaming the mother for using the fetus or child as an excuse to do bitchy or asinine things that she probably could not have gotten away with otherwise.
Pregnancy as an excuse to weasel out of doing work that she never was willing to do, pregnant or not.
Example: My first experience with this was when I was a cashier at a supermarket, and a pregnant woman (she had a slight baby bump) came through my line with a box of cereal. (That was her entire purchase.) We had no baggers (for some reason managers haven't figured out that during peak hours, more baggers should be scheduled than for hours when few customers come through the store at all, much less for huge orders that they need help bagging). I rang up her purchase, while my belt carried the box down to the end of the counter, where the bags are. I handed her the receipt, and then she stood there, looking at me expectantly.
Maybe at this point I should mention that this incident occurred during peak shopping hours, toward the middle of an 8-hour shift for me, when most people were buying at least $100-$200 worth of groceries, the check-out lines were at least 3-4 people long, and (as usual) at least half of those people were going special attention, whether because of a problem with coupons or because some item didn't ring up at the right price. (I don't begrudge them this; it's not their fault the supermarket can't get its shit together.) The point is that the store was very busy and crowded, and people's patience was wearing thin, because while everyone wants the cashier/manager/whomever to take as much time as necessary to get their order right, they were starting to get annoyed when other customers also wanted this. In short, it was not a time to screw around with other customers or with the "store associates."
Confused, I just looked back at the pregnant lady for a moment or 2 while I tried to guess what message she was trying to communicate to me by looking at me so stupidly.
"Well?" she said, "Aren't you going to bag it?"
Remember the belt? Thanks to the belt, the cereal box was within inches of her hand. That's the point of the belt. I was perplexed.
"I'm pregnant!" she snapped, indignantly. Keep in mind that she was talking about a box of cereal that she had carried from the shelf to the check-out all by herself.
Till that moment, I had not realized that being pregnant meant that a bitch could not lift a finger to do anything for herself. Now I know. In fact, my sister-in-law, Marisol*, actually explained to me, "I hate taking out the trash. So I told Enrique** [her husband] that the doctor said I shouldn't take out the trash because I'm pregnant. Now he does it for me!" She was delighted. I was surprised that she was so openly proud of the fact that she had lied to her husband to manipulate him into doing something that she was perfectly capable of, but simply didn't feel like, doing.
Motherhood as an excuse to make other people do what you want when you don't feel like doing what they're doing.
Example: Six friends were discussing going out for dinner later in the evening, after work. Five friends wanted to go for Mexican; the sixth friend, who happened to be 5 months pregnant, didn't. She wanted to go to a more expensive restaurant, where the friends had gone before and which they didn't really enjoy. When she had exhausted all logical reasons to ask them to change their plans to suit her, she delicately laid a hand on her belly and affected a pained expression, announcing, "The baby doesn't like Mexican food." Fuck you, bitch. You didn't feel like going for Mexican. Admit it!, and either take one for the team (because God knows we have changed our plans and taken one for you plenty of times), or say that you're not in the mood for it, go ahead without me.
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Second example: Same bitch, but now the adorable brat is 18 months old. Oh, did I mention that this bitch is Marisol? Now we are driving to a Thai restaurant where I invited her parents (my mother- and father-in-law) and for some reason she felt entitled to tag along, like maybe her invitation was implied and I just didn't have time to say her (and her brat's) name. Ring ring, on my cell phone, which is super-considerate, because I drive stick and in town, I need both hands to drive. But I pick up the phone. "Do you really want to go for Thai?" Yes. "Well, it's 20 minutes from here, right?" It is. "Is it spicy?" You can ask for spicy or mild, they are very good about this. "How long is the wait?" There is no wait, they know me there. "Can we just go for Hibachi instead?" (Silence.) "You like Hibachi, right?" No, I don't. I don't like that it is greasy where you go, I don't like that the food is expensive and not filling, I don't like that when the chef turns on the fan above the grill, I can't hear anything anyone at my table says. "'Cause I'm tired and hibachi is much closer to home." (Silence.) "Angela is getting restless, so I want to have dinner and get it over with." Oh! Suddenly it is not because you are a selfish, self-centered bitch who self-invited that you are trying to change my plans...it is because your toddler, who must be obeyed, "doesn't want" to follow the plans I made (which actually didn't include either of you). And may I add that I was disgusted with my husband, Alejandro, ** * because upon hearing this immediately insisted that we go to the nasty hibachi. (FYI: The dinner cost almost $100, we were rushed through because Marisol is too stupid or lazy or both to teach her brat to sit still for >5', & I went home hungry.)
Saying "I'm a working mother" as if it makes you better than me.
Especially when you (1) Don't work all that hard and (2) Basically have a live-in Nanny for your child.
Being presumptuous and imposing on others because no matter what they are doing, it is far more important that you/your child get exactly what you want when you want it.
For example, this spring, Marisol stated that Alejandro would accompany her to an "important professional conference" in another state (the next week) because "Angela cannot be away from her mother overnight."
Actually, it was a small conference that Marisol had found online and had cajoled her PI into letting her attend. She wasn't presenting or getting any type of credit for her attendance. And actually, the reason she couldn't leave Angela with a sitter for the week was because she wanted to show off her baby. (See the immediately previous complaint.) She didn't check with anyone before she made reservations to see if they would be available. She just assumed, as she always does, that if she wanted it, she would get it. (See a future post for lots of annoying details about this situation, by the way.)
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Another thing - she expects Alejandro/her parents/me to answer our cell phones the first time she calls us, any time any day. But she turns her cell phone off on the weekends "so the baby can rest." I.e., what she wants us to do for her is of great importance and there's no excuse for not responding immediately, but no matter what we want, it is automatically not as important as her desire not to be bothered by the baby that she brought into this world on purpose.
You are indignant when your child acts like a child, but cannot be bothered to train it to act otherwise.
Example - following your toddler around the restaurant as she wanders between booths and tables, etc. etc. (grabbing at other patrons' bodies and belongings along the way) because it is easier than dealing with her objections to sitting still in your booth...but failing to bring anything to entertain or feed herself with while you eat. Yeah, I'd be grouchy too if I was sitting in a restaurant watching other people eat, and they kept hushing me and pushing my hands away from anything I tried to fiddle with.
A habit of Marisol's is to demand that people, family or visitors to the house, accommodate Angela's whims. She wants to nap? Sit silently, and if you must converse, do it in whispers. Don't eat because the noise of the silverware against the plates might disturb her. And if you insist on talking or eating (possibly because Marisol invited you to dinner), do it on the deck, regardless of the weather. Just don't make too much noise with the door. She wants to be held? Well, why are you just sitting there? She wants to play with your sunglasses/cell phone/laptop? Give them to her before she gets fussy, you selfish bitch.
Being a pregnant/nursing mother entitles you to other people's food/drink, seat, etc etc., which is cool because you don't have to plan ahead to provide your own accommodations. You can just take from them.
I get carsick, so if I'm riding with a group of friends and no one calls shotgun, I ask if it is ok for me to sit there. People who travel with me often are used to this and try to keep it in mind when we are planning transportation. But one day we made the mistake of letting me sit in the front passenger seat when a 15-wk-pregnant girl (for once, not Marisol) was joining us. I was sitting down, ready to roll, when she ignored the seat that had been cleared for her in the back (the rear passenger door was open), opened my door, and smiled expectantly. I smiled back, thinking that this was some type of bizarre greeting. (I had not met this woman before, and sometimes scientists, including me, are socially awkward.)
"I hope it is ok if I sit up front with you," Janine** said to the driver, Amita*. Amita just looked confused.
"I'm pregnant!" Janine announced. Ah! I thought. She must also get carsick. And I made to give up my seat, because anyone with motion sickness has my empathy. I felt a little awkward, so to break the ice I joked, "Man, if you get carsick, Amita will take it to a new level."
"Oh, I never get carsick. But y'know, I'm pregnant..."
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Marisol is guilty here, too. Once, when our husbands were working out-of-town together, she and I traveled together to visit them for the weekend. At the time, she was nursing Angela. I knew that Alejandro and his family weren't really morning people, so I packed an apple to eat in the morning with my pills (the ones that say "TAKE WITH FOOD" on the label, which also happen to be the pills that if I don't take them it constitutes a medical emergency). I figured that that way, I wouldn't be relying upon/nagging people who don't typically eat breakfast within 2 hours of waking up. Well, the next morning, I woke up, and hey, no apple! What the hell? I asked around. "Oh," Marisol said innocently, "I ate it because I had to feed Angela already this morning."
So there are a couple problems here.
(1) Marisol is aware of my medical issues. She knows what medicines I take and all that. She just didn't care, because she was hungry, and somehow, being a nursing mother means that she has more rights than I.
(2) Oh my god! You had to feed your baby? How unexpected! I mean, some things you just can't plan for.
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